Sunday, March 13, 2011

Happiness


Today - there is no update to my whereabouts or lack of mental energy or capacity to study, seeing as i'm still at boot camp - I talked to two ofmy closest friends: the bestest friends in Irene's world, and I loved every minute of it.
Although some instances of my day were absolute shit - nerve-wracking, frustrating, or plainly resulting in me wanting to rip my hairs out - these two phone calls allowed me to get some necessities off my chest and into the air and onto the way to recovery.

I love my friends and I would never trade them for anything.
The old saying goes: "never say never", and I am a firm believer in this...
however, I'm sure you'd also claim there is an exception, and defy it if you had the friends that I reassuringly find I do. They lack nothing, ergo I lack nothing, because my friends are my everything. I love you all.

One of the best nights of my life, and all due to my fwends






Thursday, March 10, 2011

Rabenberg 06.March-20.March 2011

The time of year has come again:

chlorine, blood, lack of salad, fins, snot, no milk, nutrition, highlighters, The International Baccalaureate, HE WHO SHALL NOT BE NAMED, Lichtenauer overly-priced, Germans, Neurobiology and behaviors, University letters, Cheaper by the Dozen, The Hours, Stieg Larsson, friends left back home, work overload and lack of concentration ability, blog, the devil known as "internet", time ticking by quickly or slowly depending on the situation - always the opposite of what I wish, Spring, snow, mattresses, toilet paper, calculators, Bottle Of Life, suitcases full of schoolwork, finger paddles, swimmers' bodies, Eject, fatigue, Muscle Milk, MS13 LA, Soulja Boy, Word documents, Nicola Mason, ION chocolate, looking for a way out.