Un-named.

These last two days have been pretty stressful. Before i continue, i'd just like to say that sometimes i feel like i should be spilling my anxieties to my closest friends, but somehow when the right time comes to do so, my mind refuses to trigger my synapses and tell my mouth to start moving. This obviously adds up the stress. Because believe it or not, i was once a person who kept every worry bottled up inside, but i soon learned that wasn't the healthy way to live my life, so with help from my coach, i was soon able to tell people what i felt and why.

Since my best friend moved away to the little shithole (excuse me, Sanne-lee ^^) and left me back "home", with the snow-and-turk infested land, i've had difficulty letting go of some things.

I'd like to use this opportunity of posting, to unburden myself onto the screen and hopefully let go of some stress. (although i have to admit, these last two (and first) days of school have been very chill...). Well Hey! Enjoy reading about my problems:

1. was finally telling them they're controlling freaks who obviously are trying to ruin my future the correct way of saying it?
2. i understand why you had to leave...i just hate it because you're not here and there's nothing i can do about it.
3. you are my life and armour, but is there really the posibility that you'll drag me down like he said?
4. i know those little words are overused in this modern world, but sometimes i can't stop from feeling hurt whenever you don't say them when you had a good opportunity to.
5. where does it go from here? as in, what now?
6. oh, stop whispering down the hall/in the other room. i can fucking hear you.
7. i think i'm getting future-angst. is this positive or negative? or can it be both?
8. fuck mr. sims.


Have a great evening. xo